pagan poetry

for my favourite boy, nicholas.
i will always remmeber the times we try to screw things up just for the fun of it.
i will always remember the times we try to lie our way into getting a day's off.
i will always remember the times we spent in ROC
i will always remember the times we spent in OCS
i will always remember the time you poured water onto dominic haha
i will always remember the times you complained about OY
i will always remember the times in ROC when you got so dressy
i will always remember the times in Jurong camp 2
i will always remember the nights we spend smoking before we sleep
i will always remember the times we spend at lunch
i will always remember those eyes
i will always remember the way you nod your head like a small little boy
i will always remember your voice
i will always remember the time we spent with the ns men preparing the white tapes
i will always remember that you're the only one who knows sebago.
i will always remember the time i bought you macs when you were feeling unwell and sleepy and when i woke you up to tell you your food is here; that smile, i will always remember that smile.
i will always remember how i treat you like a little brother
i will always remember you nicholas!
i will always remember our friendship!
i will definitely miss you nicholas! i will!

hello dead blog. i just got posted to a new camp, working with reservice men. a whole different approach to leading them but.. still fun. there'll be another week of ict this week and that means more work. i got posted to a really bad camp because if you were to ask almost everyone else, their first week, they were pretty much doing absolutely nothing while i was working my ass off every single day, ending  around 8 to 9pm. even when i was out having dinner, my superior had to call me. boy. 3 more weeks of ict then a break of 1 week. i can't wait.